I am up so early! I don't know why but eh, I might as well take the opportunity to update since I don't know when I'll have internet again.

Moving to my parents' house is a pain in the butt. I have way too much stuff. Bleh. And I have to call the utility companies and get my internet moved over there, because they have the World's Slowest Dialup Connection and I can't stand it. Ah, priorities.

This weekend was good. Thanksgiving was good. Last night, curt and I had this wierd and awkward conversation at La Buv3tte about Where is This Relationship Going and it was awful. Because I was caught off guard and there are lots of things I wanted to say but was totally unprepared for and so I said some stuff that didn't make sense and wasn't what I wanted to say at all and I think I hurt his feelings. Bah.

But then after that, we went to Br0ther's for Natalie's birthday gathering thingie, and that was fun, and then home early and had a bottle of wine. And I sat on his legs so he couldn't run away and told him that I was falling in love with him. I think that what I literally said was, "Please don't run away, and oh god I think i need another glass of wine, but I think I am falling in love with you because you make me really happy, and I definitely need another glass of wine, and what do you think?"

Yes, I really talk like that. Especially when I am slightly drunk and scared out of my mind of the words that are coming out of my mouth.

But you know what? He didn't run screaming. He laughed at my silly talking and hugged me and said he felt the same way. And that he had been thinking of a way to tell me for a couple of weeks but couldn't find the words. We are two peas in a pod for silliness about telling each other things, apparently.

So um, wow. I never expected this at all.