Bah. I do not feel like working today. Come on, it’s Christmas eve! Give us the day off! Though I shouldn’t complain, because I know a lot of people who have to work all day and I am at least off at 1:00. Forty-five more minutes.

One of the lawyers brought in a veggie tray today. Thank god, I think if I see one more Christmas cookie I am going to die. See, this is why I don’t like the holidays – they are so overhyped, that by the time Christmas actually comes no one cares anymore.

Not to mention I am crabby because I didn’t get to see Curt yesterday and I don’t know if I will see him today and blegh, what good are the holidays if I have to spend them with my crazy family instead of my friends?

Though I guess I do see my friends a hell of a lot more than my family. And I should be grateful that they are nearby so that I CAN see them, unlike a lot of people. Not to mention that I have a job and a great boyfriend and a roof over my head. I should be grateful for those things too, but I’m not because I’m an evile and selfish person.

I miss talking to breana and michelle every day like at my old job. The new job is much better, and much more fulfilling, but I don’t have the time-wasting capabilities here that I had there. Kinda bums me out, I’m falling out of touch with people.

Mom called a few minutes ago and asked me what to buy to make mimosas for brunch tomorrow. Yay mom, now I’m looking forward to this whole thing much more.

I have been avoiding making this complicated spreadsheet in Excel I want to do to keep track of my files. I know I need to do it but damn, I am not in the mood to write excel equations and link a bunch of crap together today. Maybe Friday (ha! Like I am ever in the mood to do anything on Friday!) I will get it done. We shall see.

I am listening to Ella Fitzgerald sing “Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas” in order to try and get into the spirit of the season. I think I might have to turn it off soon as it is making me want to poke my eyes out. So much for holiday spirit.